Today, Janice would be celebrating her 4th Birthday. It is the first birthday since her passing last Christmas, and it is hard. I can't imagine it getting easier. I miss Janice so much. I pray that Janice knows how much I loved her and likes her birthday present. I will never forget her.
Janice's smile, her determination, her inspiring personality. Janice was such an inspiration. I find myself wondering what she would be doing now; what new things she would have learned; how excited she would be about becoming a big sister. Wondering what Bear she would want to/ be willing to give her little sibling. So many things that I wish she would get to experience. I can't go shopping without seeing things I know she would have liked and/or wanted.
A mother's personal blog starting in January 2012 about daily life and my experiences with my daughter Janice whom was born with spina bifida September 15 2009 and passed away December 26 2012. This is now more about my memories and how I will somehow continue to live on although my child is gone to heaven. I continue to blog about my experiences after loosing her and conceiving her sibling and life as it continues for us.
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Welcome to my blog which is about my family and I and how we deal with what life throws at us, which includes my daughter and her disabilities related to her spina bifida and her death on December 26 2012.
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