Some days are harder than others to put on the mask and pretend I am ok. Everyone tells me it will get better in time... It has been almost 4 months and some days it feels like it was yesterday. Yes, I have returned to work and yes I somehow make it thru each shift but no one knows how many times I don't look at the customer to avoid seeing their child/children. The reminders of what I am missing, things and opportunities I should be having with Janice.
My sister invited me to "Beauty & the Beast" and my first thought was "Janice would have loved that". Every time I step out of the shower I wait for her to say "done?".
I cry at the picture I didn't take and ing exisit in my memories because I thought i'll take a picture next time and there was no next time.
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