I am allowed to be sad;
I am allowed to cry;
I am allowed to miss my daughter;
I am allowed to grieve;
I am allowed to want my daughter back;
I am allowed to have emotions;
I am allowed to show said emotions;
I am allowed to dream;
I am allowed to think about Janice;
I am allowed to talk about her with out feeling guilty because it makes others feel uncomfortable;
I am allowed to be angry because she is no longer with us;
I am allowed to be sad because I miss her;
I am allowed to be emotional because of what I have endured this past year.
I am a human being with emotions and a heart;
I am a mother;
I am a daughter;
I am a person trying to live after a tragedy;
I lived through the trauma of loosing a child;
I live with the reality that my child will never come home again;
A mother's personal blog starting in January 2012 about daily life and my experiences with my daughter Janice whom was born with spina bifida September 15 2009 and passed away December 26 2012. This is now more about my memories and how I will somehow continue to live on although my child is gone to heaven. I continue to blog about my experiences after loosing her and conceiving her sibling and life as it continues for us.
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Welcome to my blog which is about my family and I and how we deal with what life throws at us, which includes my daughter and her disabilities related to her spina bifida and her death on December 26 2012.
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