Every night this week I feel like I am reliving the worst night of my life, the night I lost my beautiful little angel, Janice. The tears stream down my cheeks like waterfalls. I long to hug and cuddle my daughter. I wish that I could go into Janice's room to check on her and find her sleeping on her bed.
I long for the sound of her board and just everything her. I want Janice back. I would give anything to have my child back.
Everyone asks how I am doing and all I can say is " good days and bad days". How do people think I am doing? I lost my child at 3 years old a few months will not take that pain away. I am lost and hurt and feel lonely in a crowded room. Time may help but time takes time and more than mere months.
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