Quietly in the Silence

Quietly in the silent of the night,
I feel the loneliness.
Quietly in the stillness of the night,
I miss those that left too soon.
Quietly in the darkness,
I let the tears fall at night. 
Quietly when I am alone,
I let my mind wander.
Quietly when no one is around,
I let my feelings show.
Quietly when no one can hear me,
I talk to my little girl in heaven.
Quietly the spring,
I think of how big she would be.
Quietly in the summer,
I think of how she loved the water and being outside.
Quietly in the fall,
Her birthday looms and I think of what she would want. 
Quietly in the winter,
I am thrown back to that horrible night,
The last time I saw my little heavenly angel.
Quietly on New Years,
I wish she was still here.
Quietly on her dad's birthday,
I wish she was playing with him.
Quietly on her birthday,
I wish she was opening presents.
Quietly on my birthday,
I wish she was waking me up. 
Quietly on Halloween,
I wish she was in costume,
Out Trick or Treating with her friends.
Quietly on Remembrance Day,
I remember how she used to light the day.
Quietly on Christmas,
I remember that last trip and how much fun she had. 
Quietly on Boxing Day,
Behind closed doors,
I cry away the pain. 
Quietly in sunrise,
I know I'll see her again.
Quietly in the moonlight,
I can feel her say "nigh nigh."
Quietly in the springtime,
I can see her spirit wild and free.
Quietly in my dreams,
I know she is happy and would want the same for me. 
Quietly I pray,
That some day I will understand. 
Quietly among the tears,
I know there's a reason.
Quietly in the sunshine,
I feel her smile on my face.
Quietly, 
I will be okay.